I love how I will always be the person that "used to be", and or "never will be".
I used to be that one person.
I guess people change, including me.
It's extremely unfortunate, I know.
I hate being a pessimist.
I don't think I've had an optimistic moment in over a year.
I can't.
I don't know how and I never will.
I'll never be the person I want/wanted to be.
I'll never be the person I was, ever again.
That's the one thing I want right now.
To go back to that time.
I can never go back, sadly.
I am always going to be the person that used to be like that.
Oh, yeah, I used to be that person.
I was replaced.
Because I was too much of an ass to TRY.
I'll always just be replaced.
And I can never go back.
I hate it.
I don't know what's wrong with me.
I SERIOUSLY think I fucked everything up.
EVERYTHING.
