tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-42739887663061992682011-07-07T15:10:46.687-07:00MonessaRosehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02034594807245862572noreply@blogger.comBlogger11100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4273988766306199268.post-29344090462392486252009-04-14T14:13:00.000-07:002009-04-14T14:21:45.073-07:00<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">I love </span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="border-collapse: collapse; line-height: 13px; -webkit-border-horizontal-spacing: 2px; -webkit-border-vertical-spacing: 2px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">how I will always be the person that </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">"used to be",</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"> and or </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">"never will be".</span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><br />I used to be that one person.<br />I guess people change, including me.<br />It's extremely unfortunate, I know.<br />I hate being a pessimist.<br />I don't think I've had an optimistic moment in over a year.<br /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">I can't.</span></span><br />I don't know how and I never will.<br />I'll never be the person I want/wanted to be.<br /></span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);"><span></span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">I'll never be the person I was, ever again.<br />That's the one thing I want right now.<br />To go back to that time.<br />I can never go back, sadly.<br />I am always going to be the person that used to be like that.<br />Oh, yeah, I used to be that person.<br />I was replaced.<br />Because I was too much of an ass to TRY.<br />I'll always just be replaced.<br />And I can <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">never</span> go back.<br />I hate it.<br />I don't know what's wrong with me.<br />I SERIOUSLY think I fucked everything up.<br /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style: italic;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">EVERYTHING.</span></span></span></span></span></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/4273988766306199268-2934409046239248625?l=monessarose.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>MonessaRosehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02034594807245862572noreply@blogger.com1